Let this last.  Tonight at weigh-in I was down 1.6 lbs!  That gives me a grand total of 22.4.

I can do this.

No more gaining!

2.6 lbs away from 25–I want to hit this milestone!

Life has been crazy busy.  I just started back to school today after a week off for Spring Break.  It was tough getting back in the groove this morning.  My ex-husband has been texting me.  I don’t know how I feel about this really.  I’ve not shared that background story.  My current husband doesn’t seem to mind…but he also realizes that it’s healing for me to forgive.  My kids are off all this week for their Spring Break.  Thank God my husband is off on his own Spring Break too.  With all four of us in school it makes for an insanely busy household.

I have two girls I’d like to congratulate:

Jennifer over at  I Want to Lose 100 Pounds has hit 60 pounds lost!! Congratulations, girl! I’m so proud and a teensy bit jealous, lol!

And Jewlia over at Jewlia Goulia has lost 55.7 pounds!

It’s you girls who keep me motivated.  Even if I don’t comment on your blogs, I am reading and I am back here in your cheering section…with (as mentioned above) a tiny bit of green eye going on, lol.  Good job you two!!


I don’t even know…

I’m so frustrated.

I’ve not lost hardly any weight.

I’ve been fighting to hit 25 lbs lost for over 6 weeks.

I’m paying $40 a month for nothing.

I’m struggling.

I want to give up.

I know I can’t.

What is wrong with me?

Why can’t I do this?

I have until October 1st to lose an additional 40 lbs.  I have *got* to get this shit together.  I read all of these blogs and everyone is doing so well.  Why am I not doing well?  Where is my head?

I just want to scream.